A scar inside For such a long time Ill do it all over again Cant face the wounds Have to go on Stop remembering Time by time shades reach the surface A mental breakdown, they provide Accept, clear up, clean up, go on and soon Ill show some pride Theres enough to go on further Dont force to forget Till the day Im done with the shades The rage I create towards myself, the hate To claim the blame that I feel To damage the dreams I need Facing uncertainty Facing the truth Got to get on through Blaming myself Blame at last ...And please forget